...and now i'm not too sure

well, since i first found out that i had the smiths on my computer, i've listened to almost nothing since, even on my mp3 player. there's just something about the amazing music, the driving drums, the rocking bass guitar, the mellow voice and the lyrics that i can relate to, that just attract me so much to it.

i know it's over, it never really began...

me and my girlfriend broke up, a relationship i thought was kinda serious, especially compared to my laughable previous 'relationships', but in the end it became too stressful, there were some issues we just couldn't resolve.

there is a light and it never goes out...

well, the much awaited show, In His Own Write, has started, the show that i'm doing lighting for. opening night was last night, we have 10 more shows to go before we finish our run. The costumes are absolutely amazing, the set is tremendously versatile, and the lights are a monstrous beast...in a good way.

coyness is nice and coyness can stop you from saying all the things in life you'd like to...

i finally quit my shit old job in fast food, and considering i needed to take time off for my show, i thought that was the best thing to do. but i haven't found a new job yet. the parents think that after a few months i'll still be without a job, and will have dwindled my savings...i think they could be right. i'm still also without a car, so its public transport home at 10pm, which is a fairly new experience for me.

i was only joking when i said by right you should be bludgeoned in your bed - bigmouth strikes again

on a side note, it seems that all the spare time i have after uni, show and sleep is spent absolutely wasted, on anything from facebook to failblog. screw doing homework. and really, i should be getting more sleep.
oh yeah, and i've been to only 2 classes all week. fuck.

one more smiths quote for the road:
nothings changed, i still love you oh i still love you, only slightly, only slightly less than i used to, my love